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Name: secret
Location: Ottawa, Canada
Birthday: 12/10/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: Criminology, fine cuisine, dieting, nutrition, fitness and body building. Reading, parties, good music, writing. Walking around the city exploring.
Expertise: ...starvation
Occupation: Student
Industry: Legal


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Member Since: 12/14/2004

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Back on here again. Ive been quite busy since the last timeI wrote here. Some changes.
New boyfriend and the love of my life. The most amazing man in the entire world. Weve been together for 4 months. The lowest weight i reached was 2 months ago at 128lbs. I since started taking birth control and am now at a whopping 140lbs. disgusting.
 
problem: BIRTHDAY PARTY in T-minus 19 days.
DECEMBER 10th
need to weigh 120-125lbs
 
PLAN OF ACTION STARTING TOMMOROW:
breakast: coffee and cigarette
lunch: diet coke andsmoke
dinner: chicken cesar salad no croutons
snacks: cigarettes.
 
I follwoed this plan last week andwent from 140 to 134. lets hopefully plan on losing about a lb a day this way.
CHANGE OF PLAN : FASTING STARTING TOMMOROW  - 1 WEEK - goal is to lose 7-10lbs
NO FOOD NO NOTHING JUST DIET COKE/FRESCA/WATER/TEA/COFFEE/SF RED BULL


Thursday, June 15, 2006

weight: 130


Tuesday, May 16, 2006

weight: 135
intake: some cereal (400?)
water
diet coke
some creamof asparagus soup (200)
total: 600 for today
shitty day. failed driver test for the 3rd time. i hate our system her ein canada..stupid G lisence..>Argh!HH!H!


Monday, May 15, 2006

weight: 137
goal: 130 by friday
workout: 15 mins epiliptical/ 1 hr taebo
intake
 
piece of cake - 400
bread -200
yogurt -50
diet coke-0
chicken breast - 200
850 total
 


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

WOW - weight: 138 LBS - up from 3 weeks ago: 128lbs...10 lb weight gain.
 
 
Vacation to dominican - JUNE 18th
BESTFRIENDS WEDDING: August 5th
 
okay cutting out carbs completely. fuck.
 



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